My First Kiss by Alex

My first kiss was....interesting. My crush came over my house to watch a movie with me (The movie was Supercross) and we were sitting on my couch. He had his arm around me and I was snuggled up close.

He knew I had never kissed someone before because I had told him. Anyway, after a while my neck was killing me (It was a very uncomfortable position, but I felt so safe and warm, I didn't want to move) but it got to the point where it hurt really bad. I went to lay on my back and he got up. I thought, 'He must not want me to do that..' then out of nowhere he climbs on top of me and kisses me.

I had always pictured in the back of my mind that my first kiss would be closed-mouth. It wasn't. My mouth was though lol. Then I was trying to think about every movie I had ever seen where they made out, and all that thinking made me forget to kiss him. There was a lot of spit involved too. I mean I knew that there would be spit, but ew. LOL. I felt weird and I wouldn't really talk/look at him afterwards. I needed time to process what had just happened, you know?

Then my mind went into complete panic. What if he doesn't like me anymore now that he knows I probably suck at kissing? I guess my first kiss was better than the word interesting could describe....but I had a weird feeling afterwards. (Mentally, not physically)

-Alex